I hope im good enough to break into the art industry. I can’t let this fear stop me from trying.
It’s finally over. I’m single and actually happy. She showed me who she truly was tonight.
Thank god tonight worked out. Maybe this time around ill do things right.
The taste of snot, tears, and alcohol lingers in my mouth… Death probably hurts less… My mind reminds me of how much of a fuck up i am… I want to run until I can’t even recognize what I am or what i left… I need a hand to hold right this instance… Give me a chance god, forgive me for what I did… I want to be happy, I want to not hurt… Shut me off I,ll try again later on.
Life has never felt so lonely…
I need someone to talk to right now…
Like a house of cards,
I build it one at a time,
everything perfectly placed,
supporting one another,
all reasons i care for you,
and they are abundant,
but every time she comes around,
as I place the last card,
she blows it down,
making me rethink everything,
I don’t know what to do,
should I start with a new card?
On February 14 at 2:00 am i was driving home from dropping my girlfriends present off when i found to people on the side of the road who were severly injured from a car crash. I rushed them to the hospital as soon as possible and saved their lives.