I hope im good enough to break into the art industry. I can’t let this fear stop me from trying.
Done, zero, zitch, nada.
It’s finally over. I’m single and actually happy. She showed me who she truly was tonight.
Thank god tonight worked out. Maybe this time around ill do things right.
The taste of snot, tears, and alcohol lingers in my mouth… Death probably hurts less… My mind reminds me of how much of a fuck up i am… I want to run until I can’t even recognize what I am or what i left… I need a hand to hold right this instance… Give me a chance god, forgive me for what I did… I want to be happy, I want to not hurt… Shut me off...
Life has never felt so lonely…
I need someone to talk to right now…
Many times, Like a house of cards, I build it one at a time, everything perfectly placed, supporting one another, all reasons i care for you, and they are abundant, but every time she comes around, as I place the last card, she blows it down, making me rethink everything, I don’t know what to do, should I start with a new card?
I feel as if I’m just a spectator, waiting to watch myself plummet and...
On February 14 at 2:00 am i was driving home from dropping my girlfriends present off when i found to people on the side of the road who were severly injured from a car crash. I rushed them to the hospital as soon as possible and saved their lives.
I miss writing poems… been so caught up with worrying about everyone else I haven’t had time to develop my own thoughts and make them concrete. Maybe I should start.
” Amber” Once beautiful and warm, The world drowns your heart in...
Spent new years at my aunts house with my family and my beautiful girlfriend. We ate food, danced, and just enjoyed being around everyone. Sadly she had to in port acres by 11:00 so I wasn’t going to be able to spend it with her and my family and it upset us. The drive back was pretty depressing but this is definitely not how I wanted my new years to end. So when we got to port acres she was...
its been a long while since I blogged but Ima try to get back in the groove again. Well yesterday Abigail came over for the first time driving by herself and we played games and just hung out. Afterwards we went to aunt carlas and I played Halo with Jhon David and ate a bunch of Aunt Carlas food. We later watched ice age and then went to Elizabeths house. I worried about something stupid in the...
Together again with the one I love, but this time don’t forget that happiness is the most important thing.
I broke up with her last night…
I don’t know if we should end this.. I wish I knew the answer.
Sex isn’t the most important thing
And your heart paces slowly to its end; Oh how I wish this were a race.– Gonzalo Alvarez
"Abigail" by Gonzalo Alvarez
There is this one pretty girl, when I talk I lose my diction, she makes my heart hurl, every drop her direction, her beauty halts all thinking, my head overcome by love, the world around me is shrinking, I’ve met my angel from above.
I can’t wait to see what halloween costume she chooses.
went to workout and got kicked out cause i wasn’t wearing gym shorts-.-
Bands I listen to October 2012
The colore morale, of machines the getaway plan like moths to flames woe is me issues motionless in white alesana pierce the veil
Went to college today, did my project, and went to chilis afterwards and ate.
Havent posted in a while. Went to doctor, made up with girlfriend, doing hw. Life and shit.
BugKings app is so freaking addicting :l First android game I actually love playing.
Went to go workout, got a haircut, and replaced my toshiba external hardrive :)
Bands I listen to September 2012
The plot in you Like moths to flames chelsea grin memphis may fire motionless in white attack attack of mice and men of machines
Going to try to be productive and be the best person i can be. no matter what.
stayed up late thinking I had a journal due tomorrow but its not till next tuesday-.- and i havent started on the homework for tomorrow. yay me..
Her eyes, worn and bloodshot from her aching heart, you preach your filth again,...– Gonzalo Alvarez
Starting college tomorrow. Im so nervous :/ and i still have to go to the urologist to get checked out but its gona be a while before i can cause of stupid insurance crap.. well hopefully ill be okay. Tomorrow is going to be the beginning of a new day, a new better me, and the first step towards a bright and successful, and most importantly, happy future.
had an amazing day with my girlfriend today :) we went to waffle house and we watched the walking dead at my house. I also got another scholarship :D
Lifes great when you don’t let everything bother you :)
The man in the mirror is my worst enemy, a constant battle for control. These...– Gonzalo Alvarez
well today some girl at work wanted needed a date and got her friend to ask me haha and then quincy came in and floyd and zach stelly and the church group. lots of familiar faces.
got off of work early from chilis and got to see my beautiful girlfriend and i also got a scholarship :)
had an amazing 5 month anniversary with my beautiful girlfriend :) we went to waffle house in the morning in our pjs, watched the wrath of the titans and the notebook and just stayed home all day, then afterwards we went to olive garden and had an some delicious food. not to mention she got me a wooden board with sweet lyrics and 3 candles saying I <3 and U. Shes amazing :)
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Started working at chili’s 7/8/12 :D
Well i hung out with marcelo yesterday and talked to the chilis manager about my job and im most likely going to get it! Im also going to get my tooth fixed and in the bad news i got a 2 on my AP Art :/
for my girlfreinds birthday we went to an awsome art meuseum and also to the galleria which ive never been and it was awsome! sadly we didnt get to go ice skating but afterwards we went to kema and i won abigail a fish and a duck :P then we went home afterwards. Oh and she loved her presents :)
Went to warped tour with my beautiful girlfriend and we had an amazing time! I missed my favorite band though because by the time we got in cause of the stupid line they were done :( but o wells after that i still had fun we saw chelsea grin which was way hardcore, then all time low, and miss may i, then we the kings and they were so amazing and filmed a music video, and we also saw motionless in...
warped tour :)
Her birthday is tomorrow and its going to be a great day :) I got a new surround sound system for my room and its amazing! and warped tour is in 2 days!
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Just literally saw a black guy at the gas station near my house, standing by the door talking to some lady selling bootleg movies.
missing my babe which left to a convention till monday but i got alot accomplished. I finished my driving course paperwork, i set up my lamar credit card, I beat L.A Noire this week, I applied to chilis, i cut the yard, Ive started my workout, its a secret but i got some awsome stuff for an awsome persons birthday :)
watched mr.gregorys dance show with abigail and we fought a bit afterwards but we made up. Shes leaving to some church convention for like 5 days and im going to really miss her :/