I miss writing poems… been so caught up with worrying about everyone else I haven’t had time to develop my own thoughts and make them concrete. Maybe I should start.
Once beautiful and warm,
The world drowns your heart in amber,
Its so hard and cold,
a fossil now lost in the midst,
Years, months, days will pass,
growing harder, tougher, colder,
being molded by everything around it,
long forgotten but finally found,
patience and care will save it,
I have found my long lost treasure.
Spent new years at my aunts house with my family and my beautiful girlfriend. We ate food, danced, and just enjoyed being around everyone. Sadly she had to in port acres by 11:00 so I wasn’t going to be able to spend it with her and my family and it upset us. The drive back was pretty depressing but this is definitely not how I wanted my new years to end. So when we got to port acres she was suppose to go to a certain persons house but I asked instead if we could go to the Levi and enjoyed with just us. We passed by maws maws to use the restroom and then we headed to the Levi. We sat in the car till there was 2 min left on the countdown and we were not going to kiss till it struck 12. It struck twelve and I me and my girl had an amazing kiss with the fireworks in the air and us right next to each other. Afterwards we just picked up brittney and I got some food from jaryds and I just took the girls home. It was a new year I will never forget.
its been a long while since I blogged but Ima try to get back in the groove again. Well yesterday Abigail came over for the first time driving by herself and we played games and just hung out. Afterwards we went to aunt carlas and I played Halo with Jhon David and ate a bunch of Aunt Carlas food. We later watched ice age and then went to Elizabeths house. I worried about something stupid in the past and i brought it up so that wasnt smart. We got over it and just enjoyed the rest of the christmas food that Elizabeth had.
Together again with the one I love, but this time don’t forget that happiness is the most important thing.
I broke up with her last night…
I don’t know if we should end this.. I wish I knew the answer.