As you choke,your true colors shine,cold blue..

I hope im good enough to break into the art industry. I can’t let this fear stop me from...

Wed, 15 May 2013 22:56:32 -0400

I hope im good enough to break into the art industry. I can’t let this fear stop me from trying.

Done, zero, zitch, nada.

Sun, 24 Mar 2013 23:59:46 -0400

It’s finally over. I’m single and actually happy. She showed me who she truly was tonight.

Thank god tonight worked out. Maybe this time around ill do things right.

Fri, 22 Mar 2013 22:57:52 -0400

Thank god tonight worked out. Maybe this time around ill do things right.

The taste of snot, tears, and alcohol lingers in my mouth… Death probably hurts less… My...

Fri, 22 Mar 2013 18:24:00 -0400

The taste of snot, tears, and alcohol lingers in my mouth… Death probably hurts less… My mind reminds me of how much of a fuck up i am… I want to run until I can’t even recognize what I am or what i left… I need a hand to hold right this instance… Give me a chance god, forgive me for what I did… I want to be happy, I want to not hurt… Shut me off I,ll try again later on.

Life has never felt so lonely…

Thu, 21 Mar 2013 22:59:51 -0400

Life has never felt so lonely…

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I need someone to talk to right now…

Wed, 20 Mar 2013 01:15:19 -0400

I need someone to talk to right now…

Many times, Like a house of cards, I build it one at a time, everything perfectly placed, supporting...

Thu, 07 Mar 2013 00:49:13 -0500

Many times,

Like a house of cards,

I build it one at a time,

everything perfectly placed,

supporting one another,

all reasons i care for you,

and they are abundant,

but every time she comes around,

as I place the last card,

she blows it down,

making me rethink everything,

I don’t know what to do,

should I start with a new card?

"I feel as if I’m just a spectator, waiting to watch myself plummet and fail."

Sun, 24 Feb 2013 15:54:08 -0500

“I feel as if I’m just a spectator, waiting to watch myself plummet and fail.”

On February 14 at 2:00 am i was driving home from dropping my girlfriends present off when i found...

Tue, 19 Feb 2013 00:35:41 -0500

On February 14 at 2:00 am i was driving home from dropping my girlfriends present off when i found to people on the side of the road who were severly injured from a car crash. I rushed them to the hospital as soon as possible and saved their lives.

I miss writing poems… been so caught up with worrying about everyone else I haven’t had...

Sun, 17 Feb 2013 17:01:03 -0500

I miss writing poems… been so caught up with worrying about everyone else I haven’t had time to develop my own thoughts and make them concrete. Maybe I should start.

"” Amber” Once beautiful and warm, The world drowns your heart in amber, Its so hard and..."

Sun, 17 Feb 2013 16:47:08 -0500

“

” Amber”

Once beautiful and warm,
The world drowns your heart in amber,
Its so hard and cold,
a fossil now lost in the midst,

Years, months, days will pass,
growing harder, tougher, colder,
being molded by everything around it,
long forgotten but finally found,

patience and care will save it,
I have found my long lost treasure.

”

Spent new years at my aunts house with my family and my beautiful girlfriend. We ate food, danced,...

Tue, 01 Jan 2013 03:12:12 -0500

Spent new years at my aunts house with my family and my beautiful girlfriend. We ate food, danced, and just enjoyed being around everyone. Sadly she had to in port acres by 11:00 so I wasn’t going to be able to spend it with her and my family and it upset us. The drive back was pretty depressing but this is definitely not how I wanted my new years to end. So when we got to port acres she was suppose to go to a certain persons house but I asked instead if we could go to the Levi and enjoyed with just us. We passed by maws maws to use the restroom and then we headed to the Levi. We sat in the car till there was 2 min left on the countdown and we were not going to kiss till it struck 12. It struck twelve and I me and my girl had an amazing kiss with the fireworks in the air and us right next to each other. Afterwards we just picked up brittney and I got some food from jaryds and I just took the girls home. It was a new year I will never forget.

its been a long while since I blogged but Ima try to get back in the groove again. Well yesterday...

Wed, 26 Dec 2012 11:09:21 -0500

its been a long while since I blogged but Ima try to get back in the groove again. Well yesterday Abigail came over for the first time driving by herself and we played games and just hung out. Afterwards we went to aunt carlas and I played Halo with Jhon David and ate a bunch of Aunt Carlas food. We later watched ice age and then went to Elizabeths house. I worried about something stupid in the past and i brought it up so that wasnt smart. We got over it and just enjoyed the rest of the christmas food that Elizabeth had.

Together again with the one I love, but this time don’t forget that happiness is the most...

Fri, 14 Dec 2012 23:39:18 -0500

Together again with the one I love, but this time don’t forget that happiness is the most important thing.

I broke up with her last night…

Mon, 10 Dec 2012 09:54:39 -0500

I broke up with her last night…

I don’t know if we should end this.. I wish I knew the answer.

Sun, 09 Dec 2012 15:37:22 -0500

I don’t know if we should end this.. I wish I knew the answer.

"Sex isn’t the most important thing"

Mon, 03 Dec 2012 19:29:43 -0500

“Sex isn’t the most important thing”

"And your heart paces slowly to its end; Oh how I wish this were a race."

Wed, 14 Nov 2012 15:52:00 -0500

“And your heart paces slowly to its end; Oh how I wish this were a race.”

- Gonzalo Alvarez

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